I keep having nightmares every single night and it’s getting really frustrating, because my dreams are rather lucid so when I wake up it takes me several hours until I realize it was only a dream.

Like, a bit ago I fell asleep for like… 20 minutes and in said dream I was checking my blog and absolutely everyone, most specifically my friends, were insulting me and doing horrible stuff which made me choke crying and go into a rage fit, and after I woke up it I was scared because I thought it had actually happened.

And every night it’s the same but in different scenarios, at school with old classmates harassing me, at my english classes, during conventions, etc., I keep dreaming everyone despises me and attacks me and it’s so real, it’s stressing me a lot, it’s so real and everyone is so… in character, we could say, that it makes me think I actually did something awful to deserve all that shit and it terrifies me once I’m awake, because I can’t… tell it apart.

But yeah, it’s all just a dream, just wish I could stop dreaming that, but it’s been a whole week now.