allthechickens: Breath, Light, Time, Hope, Void.

Breath: How have you changed over the past year?

I lost some weight and I’m in a serious diet for the first time in a long while, I cut my hair and it’s blonder now, I wear fancier clothes, and personally speaking I’m starting to be less scared when it comes to just saying my opinion about stuff. I just say it and if they like it good, it they don’t, good as well.

Light: Would you consider yourself lucky? Why?

Um… It depends, I mean, I won many contests throughout my life, school awards (only in my english classes, the crew at the morning spanish classes hated me haha), and heck, I got “gifted” VIP entrances to see Federer! But in life itself I’m not sure.
I mean, during school I barely had friends and everyone ran away from me just because, teachers constantly bullied me and the principal wouldn’t believe me, leading me to having panic attacks and dropping school, and now everyone has graduated except for me, and that isn’t really “lucky” at all. 
Well, but excluding that bit, I think I sorta am, don’t know how but I feel like it.

Time: What is your favourite memory?

This is the only question I didn’t want to receive because I have no idea how to answer it, haha, but if I have to… I can’t remember a specific one, but every time I look back to when I lived in that gated community when I was 5-9 I get all happy and giggly because I was so happy back then! I had many friends who lived there but they all ended up moving away…

Hope: What are you looking forward to?

Having white hair! And well, becoming an actress but that’s a long way to go. I’d also love to go to New York by the time I’m 20 for personal reasons but I have to graduate first…

Void: Do you like being alone?

I do like to be alone, as in.. physically alone sometimes so I can think and relax, but personally alone, as in, distant family and barely any friends irl… no, I hate it. I hate it a lot.

dear cas,